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HER MEMORIES
4.14.2007
Hmm...today really feel like blogging...to express how I really feel.
Finally back in Singapore...a relieve and also the start of new semester...
Went out for breakfast with parents today for "ban mian", first authentic chinese food after 6 weeks. Really felt so content and shiok with the hot chilli padi added. I chatted quite alot with father today. I told him some of my experience there and also asked him more about how he and mother met in Melbourne. It was interesting. Somehow I always feel that I never talk that much with daddy. Perhaps because I gossip more with mum. But I really feel good after a long chat with dad this morning. Daddy told me that real happiness can be obtained only when you feel peaceful. I pondered about this sentence and wonder...when will I feel peaceful? I guess it happens when I die...because only that you won't have to worry about anything. But of course I won't want to die so young!! Haha!
Somehow, I guess I have to really start thinking my goal in life. What do I really want? What do I really like? Its by time I should really learn to be independent and have my own opinion. Of course, other comments are welcome. But I shall not be one who will try to please everyone. I feel that somehow its difficult to make everyone happy. When someone feels happy, others will feel sad. I guess its perhaps we are too "attached" to the things we are holding on. We are just too afraid to lose it. And we are often afraid to get hurt...and often, we end up hurting someone else. Thats so contradicting eh? Sometimes I wonder who are real and who are fake? Am I real? Am I sincere? I don't know...seems like people in society are so scary...like "wolf in sheep's skin". Sometimes I want to protect myself, but I feel bad to hurt others. So what is the way to protect myself and not hurt others too? I guess I need time to figure that out...=)
Perhaps I have grown up through experience in Melbourne...first time alone without any family for 6 weeks. Seen and experience many stuffs...some mistakes are somehow necessary for you to learn. But going Melbourne was not a mistake! I will never forget the time spent there.
Jia you go go go!!! =)
