HER MEMORIES
5.17.2007
I am finally back to blog...
I shall not take the excuse that I have no time to blog. But it's just that I used it for other recreational activities.
But this semester is really torturing. So many datasheet, reports, project...and still have to participate in other stuff. Sometimes I wonder why am I studying so hard? Is it really for myself? Or am I pressurized by peers? I don't really like the idea of facing books everyday...haiz
When I reach home...I just hope to have a peaceful mind...to relax...
I can't wait for this semester to be over...if not I think i will become pysco soon...
Anyway...monday we celebrated LiLin's birthday at New york New york...quite fun...but some how some things are different...I don't know how to put it...but perhaps this is the process of growing up...people change...like the environment...you just have to learn to adapt it fast. If not you suffer!
Don't know wat to sae also...blogging here seems so surface...its difficult to really type out how u feel when u know there will be people looking at it. But my mind is so confused now...i need some time to sort it out...think over...chill..
5.13.2007
This semester is really very very very busy...
I hardly can rest well...
Argh...weekend cannot be like last time le...always go out...
hehe...but I did something interesting today...I cooked dinner for my parents to celebrate mother's day. Although it wasn't really very sucessful, I am so glad that my parents were so encouraging and even compliment me! I hope I can cook better next time...
Well, I just finished two datasheet...haiz...like so stress like tat...even datasheet have to be perfect! Ma chiam like report like tat...sobzz..
I hope week 5 will be over soon...I waiting for week 6...no need to go to school...hehe...=)
5.08.2007
I am here to blog again! hehe...Its rare that I would blog at this time (Tuesday, 3.15pm) when I should be having lessons!! Haha...I didn't skip lessons, neither am I not paying attention to the lecturer. Now is break time! Nothing to do...so I shall make use of the time to blog~
Hmm...I am not feeling very well today. Had stomache in the morning. I had stomache last friday!! I suspect that it is because of the combination of bread and coffee! Cos breakfast on friday was the same as today. Next time I shan't eat bread and drink coffee in the morning le!! Argh...
I think I am tired too. Although I slept quit early yesterday, but during the weekend I didn't really sleep well! Hmm...plus this semester is so stress. Perhaps I have really realise the importance of obtaining good results (GPA >3.5). I really hope that my hard work is worthwhile. Oops. Class is resuming! GTG!! Shall continue again~~~
5.06.2007
Woah. Its 10.18pm already...Just finished watching the Charity show on Channel 8.
I think it was entertaining...the whole programme was stars and actor/actress singing...not much of dangerous stunts...alot of money was received by many association. But how much is really used to help them? I wonder...I think for student like me...which yet to have the ability to earn $, should use action to help. Haha...we have been wanting to do volunteer work but I didn't really put in much effort to find for association. Sad case.
Today we went to fly kite again!! hehe...I think I kinda like flying kite...not when the kite is up in the sky flying...but its the process of trying to fly the kite up to the sky! The running...on a muddy and wet grassland...on a sunny morning~
I like the sun...but its not good for my face lei...I don't want any more freckles le!! Haha...so I think next time we shall fly when the sun is not so strong...
And I am very happy and relieve tat I finally finished doing my report and datasheet...the report is super challenging...cos we are so confused abt the whole experiment and the results made it worst...LOLX
Anyway, mum and dad will be back tml! Whew...
Tough time staying alone...everything must do yourself...haha...just tat I nv iron the clothes! OOPS...mum is gonna have a hard time. Hm...time flies! Tml would be the 4th week at school le...but it seems like school has just reopened. Can't wait for this semester to be over. I hate the feeling of being outcasted...CIE student don't deserve such treatment ok? WE ARE SPECIAL! Because this semester we are like wanderers...got three class...3A03, 3B23/24, CIE group...and we are not close to them at all...except for the small CIE group. Perhaps they share common goal with us ba...But nvm! I will perserve! For myself, myself and still myself! haha...
And I can't wait for this semester to be over...so tat I can get a part time job. Damn pathetic now...have to control the amount I spend...but never mind...we must suffer abit to cherise more in life eh? Moreover I don't really suffer alot...just tat I can't shop so much...can't always eat good food outside~
And I want my weekend to be more exciting!!! YEAH YEAH!! More entertainment pls...hai..but sometimes is really no choice tat I have to stay at home...to finish my work...perhaps I shall b more efficient. How I wish I was smarter...haiz...but nvm...since I am not smart enough...I shall work hard! Yeah! Jia you go go go~~
5.03.2007
hmm..
I am back to blog le...Seriously I am too tired to blog...
I have so mani mixture of feelings within me...so many thoughts...going through in my mind...
Studies, family, friends, love, money...Guess its really difficult eh?
So many questions in my mind...
Whether to continue studies after poly? If yes, where do I get money? If no, what I wan to do?
And when can I earn some money to give some to parents? Or even to start supporting myself...
And relationships...are so complicated...haiz...but nvm...I guess I will leave it to fate...=)
So mani things to do...but I figured out that everyone has 24 hours a day...its whether how u organise your time...do what is more important.
Oh ya...and Kor told me something today that made me think...How much do you want to do something? For me...I keep on saying I wanna go on diet...but I think its time that I really commit...I really want to jian fei!! To wear nice clothes!! hehe...
And I want to live my life to the fullest!!! I wan to save up $$$!!! I want all this very much...and I will think of ways to accomplish them...bcos I really want it alot!!! So guys...if you really like something alot...GO FOR IT!!! (Unless its sometimes not realistic)