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HER MEMORIES
12.28.2008
Whew...just finished clearing my e-mails! Partial though...because there are too many and I have exceeded the amount of mails that I can send out in 24hrs! Pro sia...LOLX.
Earlier on I was transferring some datas to my external harddisk, I hope my computer can run faster...(or less slow)!
I have many thoughts running through my mind...too many that I can forget when I want to recap and record it down! Perhaps I will start with the most worrying thing now...
1) My Job
Honestly its kind of difficult to believe that a 20 years old girl would have to worry about losing her job at this juncture, when times are bad and company are retrenching. But at least for me, I am facing the threat and I really need $$ to survive and I can't afford not working! Although this job is not what I am looking for, but I guess it supports me financially...at least for now.
Today I was observing the chef at Toast Box and I was wondering, what are they doing everday? Baking the same bread/cake everyday & ocassionally coming out with new ideas? Or are they facing new challenges everyday? Or they are constantly challenging themselves everyday by setting targets? Or they are just purely working for the stake of working? Thats when I start to think, and I would also want to ask myself this very important question.
What do you want to achieve in your career?
I think this question is so essential...to carve my career and determine my life...because I will be spending most of my time at work! I really detest the feeling of dragging myself to work or having monday blues! I want to enjoy my work and the only way is to find the answer to the question.
Do I work because I need money? or
Do I work because I am stuck to it? or
Do I work because I like my job? or
Do I work because I like my colleagues/environment? or...?
For peeps that are working, I really think this is really a question for U to ponder on...don't just grab anything that comes by, but think through, cherish every opportunity and choose wisely!
2) Friends
No big issue, but I think I should really treasure people whom are sincere!
3) Family
Seems like I having been going out till very late recently...don't know why, but I feel that parents are kind of unhappy with me. Although I feel guilty, but I really think that this is what a 20 years old girl should be doing...But perhaps I am just living in a different evironment/situation as other 20 years old girls?
But I really think relationship needs the corperation of both party, if they wants me to understand them, why don't they try to understand me too? I am not 30 years old, I am only 20 years old and I think I need the understanding...
Lastly, 4) My Figure/health
I seriously need to jian fei...I have like gained back all the weighs that I have shed early this year. I know I have been trying to avoid, but peeps, if I ever eat too much or try to be lazy (nv exercise), remind me!!
I had enough of teasings...its time to slim down!!! For all those that have teased me b4, NI MEN DENG ZHE QIAO!
Anyway, I think I should slp soon...gotta conserve energy for tml! =)
Jia yous Sharon!
Believe in yourself! =))
